dreams haunt me again...
Journal Entry: Thu Apr 17, 2008, 7:42 PM
Lately there have been allot of things going though my mind, yesterday I was hopeful for a good day at O-Conn, and it was, but there where some issues from last week that kept me from having a good time. Not only that, sales of the show have been so low I actually dont know whats going on. I think some of it has to do with the City, only airing the same episode all month is not quite I was expecting.
However last night, I had one of the most devastating nightmares in a long time, enough to wake up crying. While I do get nightmares from time to time, this one particular dream impacted me with such a deep sadness and depression I still feel now, and its already night-time; what am I talking about? I had a dream, that some one I know, and care about for years, she is someone who Ive talked to when I first got into tSf chat room, shes made me happy, sad, and even angry to a point where I yelled at her. However thought all that... My feelings for her remain the same, while I do not know if the feelings are mutual, this is where my heart fails. Last night, I dreamt that, out of the blue, she announced she was getting engaged, my heat sank so fast, I couldn't contain myself, in my dream I cried, and morned so badly, I woke up, crying. I have always prayed, told myself I wanted to visit and support her; but in the dream I had Failed, I Failed my self, and I had Failed my heart...
To this point, she has secluded herself from everyone, or at least from what she has said. I honestly dont know how her life is at this point, I guess thats what prompted this dream. While Ive had other bad dreams about her, like getting in trouble, or hurt, I was there to help if couldve; but this dream hit me like a ton of bricks because it hit where it would do most damage, and thats my heart of love for her...
I just pray tonights dream wont be a repeat, or a sequel of this nightmare...
UPDATE:
Ya know, Now I'm begging to think I'm cursed, My Hard Drive just crapped out.... with the original 2008 Vixxy PSD file..... WONDERFUL!! >.< Damn it all to hell... Western Digital drives...
- Mood:
Miserable - Listening to: Gorillaz - Demon Days
- Watching: NHRA Drag Racing
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I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
-The Rolling Stones; Paint it Black
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Need I say more?
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I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
-The Rolling Stones; Paint it Black
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Need I say more?
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I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
-The Rolling Stones; Paint it Black
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I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
-The Rolling Stones; Paint it Black
We have to save money to go see my boyfriends mama in December ._.
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I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
-The Rolling Stones; Paint it Black
I was there too! >
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I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
-The Rolling Stones; Paint it Black
This is koji-wong btw
I am back!
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